Here’s what to watch for:
* A feeling of helplessness matched by a feeling of willfulness or anger
* Wanting to move forward with great vigor but watching all your efforts vanish, dwindle, or become ineffective or weak
* A breakthrough, a small miracle, willing our way to the impossible
* A disappointment, a feeling of disillusionment
* Catharsis, purging, healing, depth, and heaviness mingling together
* Waiting, liminal spaces
* Demands, expectations, sacrifice
* Giving up
* Feeling beat up, tired, exhausted, and possibly lashing out
* An emotional breakdown and rebirth
* Duty, responsibility, and the sacrifices we should or shouldn’t make
* The feeling of karmic reckoning, releasing, and the willingness or unwillingness to see the larger lessons
* The ego and vanity of suffering
* The call for help vs the demand to be saved
* Trying to persuade, bully, or push people into your agenda or being pushed, persuaded or manipulated by someone else
* A higher call/mission or vision and the need to follow it at all costs
* Anger toward what is good, right, faithful, noble, or true, resentment of help that is being offered
* Remember, we are in the midst of eclipse season so things are quite intense right now. This dying Moon is preceding a solar eclipse in Aquarius in just a few days!
Prayer: Teach us to trust the process. For whatever might be failing, or ineffective, let us see with eyes of joy the opportunity for a more profound “yes.” And in this way, place a new vision in our hearts.